Roller Coaster Part #1

My skin care regime and makeup application this morning took around an hour. Hair shampoo, condition,  and style easily added another thirty minutes.

Outfit selection was fairly easy as I was going to be riding a motorcycle, although there was plenty of choice when it came to which boots to wear. I selected a nice top that I bought in December  from the Indian Motorcycle ladies range and eventually started to feel ok….

I added a delicate dusting of a very nice perfume, that I treated myself to with the proceeds of an award from work. I started to feel like I was approaching Ready !

So having invested a good couple of hours into getting out of the door, it shouldn’t be too difficult to imagine just how hard it hit me, when I was greeted with a cheery “Hello Tim !” during a chance encounter with an old friend.

That the ground did not spontaneously consume me, was in no way due to my lack of effort in summoning up the forces of Gaia to quickly and painlessly extract me from one of the most excruciatingly awkward moments of my life.

To be instantly and comprehensively robbed of an identity I worked so hard to project, and then to be returned from whence I came, was incredibly disturbing, but of course…… Then it became much worse….

 

 

3 responses to “Roller Coaster Part #1”

  1. kimberlyjaneolsen avatar
    kimberlyjaneolsen

    ahh yes. It is difficult for others in this early stage. But later, one day you will find the courage to correct them. I received a text from my doctor yesterday morning, you guessed it, they “dead named me.” Dear xxx you have an appointment tomorrow at etc. I phoned them and told them once again. My name is Kimberly, please do not address me by any other name via SMS or any other means, Can you please make the necessary changes. Stand strong.

  2. lizkimber avatar
    lizkimber

    Now you know why i dont do hair style, make up etc…

  3. Wendy avatar
    Wendy

    I think a few people who deeply care for you Suzanne will suffer completely unintentionally from foot in mouth and be deeply mortified that split second after. I hope I’m not one of them in the future but please forgive me if I need to remove my size 9 hoof from my mouth at any stage 🙂 xx

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