I’m sure we have all experienced a touch of the “Butterflies” that fluttery, slightly unusual sensation in the tummy in moments of stress or nervousness…..
Today, I experienced a Squadron of Butterflies wearing heavy duty work boots tap dancing through my gut. Medical science tells us that the Butterflies are part of the fight or flight response, an evolutionary tool to aid survival. I’m grateful I understand why I felt like my Belly was full of acrobatic bugs, but it didn’t make it any easier.
I should explain, my nerves were triggered because, I was sat in a tiny reception area, of a tiny office, waiting to be called for an Interview…
In the context of my transition and journey, this was a first. Suzanne has never had a job interview and my genetics constantly reminded me of this fact right up until the time the first question was delivered.
I’m sure I don’t need to add clarity, but I will just for completeness. Of course I have had interviews before, a significant number, and generally speaking I’ve enjoyed almost every single one of them. Today was different. Over the last couple years I’ve shed my protective armour, and today, in all my authentic, vulnerability I asked a prospective employer to evaluate Suzanne….
How did it go ? Time will tell. Regardless of the outcome I remain grateful to have been presented with the opportunity to take this first step in a new direction.
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