I’m about to embark on a more spiritual approach to my rebuilding my self worth and self esteem.
Over the last five weeks, I have endured a simply appalling set of symptoms and responses to prescription medication that is supposed to make me feel better. Apparently random requests to double, half, and multiply doses and times of a which I take them, appeared to have little positive effects.
Nausea, vomiting, diarrhoea, poor quality sleep, muscle fatigue, auditory disturbances, and a complete lack of focus has developed, set in and proven difficult to shift.
My blood pressure has however now settled, and on Friday I enjoyed the first uninterrupted sleep for several months. This is real progress and I am delighted. However I’m not going to give Medical Science all the credit for these recent developments.
A couple of recent interactions steering me towards a more spiritual approach to dealing with some of my challenges have proved enlightening. For example, whilst Science has largely dismissed Neuro Linguistic Programming as being of little worth, I have witnessed it in action. Given that Science or Philosophy can not yet provide an adequate description of what “conscious” is, I think it is certainly worth maintaining an open mind. That it appears to have an effect, is for me, far more important than the actual mechanism of the impact.
“There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, Than are dreamt of in your philosophy. ” would appear to be a relevant quote…
I have high hopes for a five week course with he focus of uncovering self worth. I’m also looking forwards to a couple of sessions of NLP and Hypnotherapy with someone that appears to understand the nature of my inner most fear.
I don’t care how I bring about a return to the feeling that I have value, as long as it happens…..
Now….If you would like to support my latest crackpot idea, please follow the link below…
http://fundraising.cancer.org.au/site/TR/RelayforLife/CCWA?
Thanks x
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